Betrayed.

I never thought, never in my life, that something like this would ever happen to me. i gave her my everything, i was loyal, i was her protector, i gave her so much love, and she did this. I loved her so much, i could even imagine us getting married. but that..was completley ruined...my hopes, my love..shattered. It feels like someone just struck me in my heart with 10 blades. This trust is broken...my heart is slautered...i will never..ever be the same again.